MindConsistsOf

2nd June 2012

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Monster - Big Bang

Already came out. Excited to show you!

2nd June 2012

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My First Best Friend Ever

It’s crazy to know that we have kept in touch after many years of not talking to each other because I didn’t have your contact info as a younger child. After moving in 2nd grade, I thought I would never see you again but I did. I’m so glad. Before I reconnected with you, I have always wondered time to time what you’re doing. I heard around in the 4th grade you moved to Arizona because of your dad’s job, it’s weird I don’t even remember knowing how I knew that hahaha.

But thank god for the internet. We reconnected through myspace in 8th grade? Hahahahaha. Which seems so long ago since I used that. And you were too cool for facebook and continued to use your myspace until it completely died out to the fact that only “featured artists” were the ones who were updating their myspace. So you ended up using LinkIn(? I think that’s how you spell it.) I haven’t jumped on that boat with you yet. hahahaha. And I probably won’t because I made google+ not to long ago and it’s like not going anywhere.

Anyway, you moved back to Oregon after your dad returned to Oregon’s intel. Our dads were both working at intel and that was the first time we saw each other after many years of maturing our faces and bodies. But damn girl, you got TALL. What the hell did you do? Throughout young school life, you were always shorter than me.

I’m so glad that we reconnected. We even bought up our old photos of when we met in pre-school, you had the long hair and I was the one with the bowl cuts. Our outfits were like colored pants with a jacket and we were the only Asians along with another guy. This was when I thought I was full Asian and man I was so white compare to you. Haha.

Man, it’s crazy. All of it is. Now your life is on the line with no chance of living. But I’m going to believe in you. I haven’t went to visit you yet but I will. After I heard the news, my GAD started taking over my body. Can’t control it at the moment so that’s why I’m not there with you yet, but I will. Stay strong, please.

You’re so amazing. I wouldn’t want to lose you again, but permanently this time. I’ve actually started listening to your favorite boy band (Big Bang) because it reminds me of our car rides and how every single song was Korean, mainly Big Bang. I would be like girl, you don’t even understand it and you’re like you hardly understand English songs too! hahahaha. I want you to be able to listen to Monster by Big Bang, it comes out tomorrow! So just wait for a bit longer! :)

2nd June 2012

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Postivity.

Everything will work out at the end. Keep a positive mind and you’ll be happy.

26th May 2012

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Using the name “Mary” while Mary is asleep

I hate how I instantly wake up to whenever someone talks about me, using my name and everything. Whether it is good news or shit talk, I will always wake up. Then once when I wake up, I try to go back to sleep, but I CAN”T! >:(

I HATE THIS!

I only got 3 hours of sleep man!